LatsunCherry

So.... I got my final blood test... It was clear!!! Got another one in 3 months though =(. I still have writers block, even with my tafe/college work. Driving me nuuuuuts. I got so much emotion I just can't let out... I don't know how to put it into poetry now, it just comes out all muddled, and nothing rhymes, and the words don't work at all... Maybe I should try painting instead.

Wow, it's been ages since I've written in here... Been even longer since I've written anything. I try to write stuff, but I keep getting writers block, or by the time I get to a pen and paper, it's gone. Lately it's been depressing things though, so I guess you guys don't want anymore depressing poems, though, at least they are full of raw emotion and such. Found out recently that if I get one more bad thyroid test, I am being diagnosed with Hashimoto's Disease =(. It's a form of autoimmune, where it attacks the hormones in the thyroid, then eats it. Sounds amusing, but unfortunately, it isn't =/. I will try to write some new stuff soon, on

Turns out once again it isn't actually a good thing happening to a good person, it was a bad thing pretending to be a good thing happening to a good person. I have just left my girlfriend, and I'm quite happy to be free, what I'm unhappy about is the treatment I had recieved from her and why she actually kept me around if she thought so little of me? Oh well, that doesn't really matter now does it? On top of everything late last month I lost someone I didn't know I cared so deeply for, until, for the first time in my entire life, I cried over death. This girl meant a lot to me, and I didn't even know. How is that possible? How do you not kn